If I said I'm entirely okay of what had happened,that would be a lie. Sometimes I felt like a strong girl and sometimes I don't. So, I find ways to distract me from thinking too much about it like watching that show.Yes,that gay show. It can be a "eeee.disgusting movie" but Im not interested in watching the sexual parts because I find them very disgusting too. I'm interested in who love who.Anyway, right now, I know how much he doesn't want to meet me or even talk to me. Now,the answer to Jamzz's question is I'm PARTIALLY okay.